October 2010
7 posts
i won't lose to you
i don’t even know you at all
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where is your voice..
i can’t find you..
please be well..
alright
here we go.
let it get through when it’s falling behind
when it turns around it will always rewind
just the cause it made by phase
got you right there in a maze.
holding me up to the blessing heaven
asking who of what can i do
to have her back on twenty-four/ seven
if aint i can’t stand on year eleven.
right under the scorching sun
we be having a lot of fun
to write...
a ordinary day
waiting for a friend to come down to mira mesa, while he and i were eating skittles that he bought. getting to know who we were. minutes passed; standing in the rain. holding the breath in and exhaling it out. a car came around the corner and more corners facing the exit of our school. it was her, her was my friend. i gave i gave her a hug and pulled her away with the excitement that i felt...
im sick of trying and pretending
mariannedelamora:
just chuz people tell me to be happy , doesnt mean i can be , just like that .
i know im not happy …
im such a mess without you .
this is me now
what am i suppose to do when we’re not those people.
i’m not doing anything of the sort when i was alone.
i only pay attention to you now and nothing in the world.
suddenly every letter i type reminds me of another day with you.
d- day after forever.
m- the nickname moon.
c- cupcake.
s- star.
m- muffin.
k- our first kiss.
h- holding hands.
especially looking at a...
i can’t take it anymore
when you’re in my sight
what am i looking for
when i’m crying at night.
i would close my eyes
to have things together
funny how to realize
it was never forever.
grasping my chest
holding on my head
so it wasn’t for the best
easily cutting out lasting thread
that hold us as two
so it lies but it’s true
you let me go
like i did...
