writing music sheets
it’s for the piano. i’m learning a song. and i’ll finish in a few months or so. it’s going to be really hard.
from the day one. i can’t either say that person is right or wrong. to point exactly who that person is talking about. worries me because it’s for the good but it’s not me? is it me? i want to know so i can feel great about myself or i can feel down to lose all hope. i can not assume anything. i wait for the answer or i find out. being nosy and stubborn just for that?...
another night that i can't sleep
how long can this go for.
two days after
i’m with her being afraid to speak up. she talks about her memories here and there. always on the subject catching my attention. it’s bizarre because i am focusing on my words to say. something insane or unheard of. i didn’t want to kill the mood until the end. not even the end either. but it’s not bad that she’s constantly talking. it’s great. i love to hear...
my dad’s going to vegas the few days when i’m suppose to leave. wtf is this shit… something is going on
omfg. three more days is all i need
i want to escape from everything
it's my dance friend's birthday
i’m giving away my tofu. she got me going to practice just because i promised. she asked what’s wrong and that was the 1st out of 10 people trying to get me in practice. pretty stupid.
i'm sorry. i will disappear
soon enough after the two weeks in vegas. every thing is gone.
i want goodbye
going to vegas on the 31st. i need a break from everything as i want to know what is wrong. people around me said that i am over my head. i see that i am going crazy and wild about. yes and no to the things i wanna do. should i do it or not? five or six events are happening at once and what? there is no way to put it where i want it? should accept the cause because i made that happen. i would not...